Born to be a King...

First of all...Merry Christmas to all my readers of this boring blog! Wish you all the best in everything you do and a blessed 2008 year that is next year! Yeah...haha!!!

Alright. Now to the stuffs. What have I been doing these few days after coming back from Kuala Lumpur... Basically, I've been busy with our SFEC Youth Christmas Party and Christmas Dinner 07. Not forgetting our caroling too! In this season, I'm busy with meetings and preparing stuffs for the party that's on the 27th of December. It'll be held at my church, SFEC(St Faith Extension Center), 6pm to 10pm plus...I think. If any of my readers wanna go...COME! I'll meet you there and party with you all. It'll be fun...hehe...since I'm in the committee..haha!

Caroling has been good...so far. Everyone loves it(c'mon...who doesn't love it?). I'm a singer(since I cant play the guitar so well like the others). We've been to a few places like the Mental Center(7th Mile), Bishop Bolly Lapok's house(McDougall Road), Darren's house, Uncle Dennis' place, Uncle Voon's place and a few more places that I can't seem to remember now...haha(getting old)!

I've started to play DOTA(Defence of the Ancient) again...ever since I stopped 6 months ago. I played with a few of my friends...Godric, Julian, Vyner, Justin, Delvin and Eric. I won a few...I lost a LOT! Haha...I'm a bad player in this game.

Now for the very recent stuff, starting from 3.09am (Tuesday, 25 December 07). I just came back from my friend's farewell party and Christmas countdown. It rocks man!!! Though I got scolded for coming back very late...and that is around 2am. Well...I can't blame my parents for scolding me. I can understand it. Any parent will do the same...as they love, care and worry for their kids a lot. And my parents are one heck of a worry partner. I'm grateful...though sometimes they can really get on my nerves.

And so, 2000 years ago...somewhere, in the middle of noway, a child was born. Born in a stable. Born with some animals by His side. Born with hay everywhere. Born with a loving parent. Born to be a King. He was born for a mission. A mission known as 'Somebody Save Me'. He was Jesus...an ordinary man in this world but my Lord in heaven. He was here for you...and always will be there for you!

Amen!

AirAsia.com...

I'll make this post as short as possible. I'm now in KL, just came back from Genting. Now at my aunt's house doing this work.

Came to Selangor using AirAsia(now everyone can fly...). Used 2 bus, a gondola and my legs to reach my hotel room. Location: VERY VERY far from the main event.

Went bowling with my friends at night. Tried very hard to budget(1 plate of chicken rice = RM12). Bought a few dingles...wow. Went bowling again.

Came down to KL using 1 gondola, 1 bus, 1 monorail, 1 lift and legs to reach my hotel room. Suffered some misunderstanding with the receptionist. Went to 1 Utama to shop. Fell in love with the 'Reject Shop'. Bought some jackets, shirts, jeans, toys(how old am I?), stuff to cover mens stuff, etc.

Went for sushi buffet. Ate till drop dead. Food rocks. Too much wasabi. Played guitar. Played PS2. Played PC games. Surfed the net. Slept. And so on...

Practically, this is a summary of what's happening here. Thought I think it's too messed up...?

Jun ak Appai...

I'm finally back from my YLS(Youth Leader's School) today. It was tiring like what...but it rocks. If only school was this interesting, I'd never fall asleep.

I left for Miri somewhat on 6.00pm, 21 Nov 07. My school started on 22 Nov...but since I was using a bus...no choice. The trip was fine...but the bad news was I'm a water tanker and the toilet was spoil...

I reached Miri on the 22 Nov, about 8am..I think. Some guys came to pick us up. Andrew, Blaine, Evan...yeah, those were the people. Our campus was the Petronas Games Village. The place was nice...quite...it's got mini paintball courtyard. Cool...

Most of the students there were Iban...so I had a hard time to comm with them...but God's grace, we wee all friends during dinner. Food brings Asians along.

Practically...the whole course was fun. Every study session rocks...my roommates rocks. I was labeled with so many weird names. Bangau Joget...Jun (just to name a few)

The stuff there was 'wow'. Beyond my expenses. Chips were more expensive than shampoos...oh gosh. The clothes there were like so much better than here. The shopping malls were bigger than here. So to say....nearly everything was bigger than here.

I learned a lot of stuff there...Iban language, native behaviors, hair salooning, guitar, bass, gendang...and more. It was cool to know that I was acknowledge as a Jack-of-all-trades...though my mom always scolded me for it. haha

But now that I'm back...I miss everyone so much. Especially (blank spaces)...haha as if anyone would believe. So thats that.

Aku na nemu jako iban tapi aku uleh jako iban mit mit...hehe

Tick Tock...

Another few more hours till it's end of school days. It's the most enthusiastic time of the year. The best day. The worst day. Anyway, it's still just a holiday which I can rest from all my working hours.

6 hours a day working is really no fun. Sitting there just waiting for customers that by any season. Stupid mood-swingers. Business is not really good these few days. Income is kinda like so-so. Stocks are replenish, so if any of my clients out there are reading, you can always gimme a call at my office numbers at 082-459177(actually, it's just my house number)

I was just surfing through the net these few days and happen to stumble upon a Japanese rock band that's called Dir en Grey. And the moment I listened to their song, man, I fell in love with the band. The band rocks(although their attire is a lil' you-know...)! Below is a picture of the band...maybe my taste for music might be a little weird after all...

~THIS SECTION IS FOR CUSTOMERS~

Recent new stocks that have just arrived are as followed:-

~AniMe SeriEs~
-Hayate no Gotoku!
-Kaze no Stigma
-Mahou Shoujo Lyrical Nanoha StrikerS
-Mahou Shoujo Lyrical Nanoha A's
-Mahou Shoujo Lyrical Nanoha
-Kyou Kara Maou
-Ouran High School Host Club
-Shakugan no Shana II
-Bamboo Blade

~ManGa SeRieS~
-Akkan Baby
-Ai Ren
-Inu Neko Jump!
-Maburaho
-Zero One

*Please note that ongoing series are not available due to my laziness...haha
*The same goes to some ongoing series. eg: Bleach, Naruto Shippuden, blah, blah
*Pre-orders can also be done

~Back to the original stuff~

The Prize Giving Award Ceremony is finally here. It's gonna be one hellish test of endurance. I'm going there basically for I-don't-really-know-why-but-I-think-I-know. I've just been awarded a new award in my class, that is Miraculous-Left-Arm-Devil(what a lame title...). I'm not really sure why of the title, but apparently, I've defeated 80%of my classmates in left arm arm wrestling. The shocking part is not because of the percentage of wins I have obtain, but the fact that I'm a right hander brat. Can't really be sure whether should I be happy or not...haha

I think that's about everything that has happen this week or so. I'm really thankful that the holidays are near as I need more sleep since I seem to be lacking of sleep. I'm becoming more of a sloth day by day. Can't stand it...

Pathetic Sucker...

So long, that it didn't even hurt and catch me. Another conflict with my inner mind. Yet another pathetic sucker rises up again to be a pure sucker. I keep on wondering to myself, have I actually take a step forward in this world of ours? People say that it takes a step to start a journey of a thousand miles, but it seems like my feet is on the same spot, circling in circles...non stop. Without direction. Without a goal. Without a dream.

As long as I can remember, I've been saying the same old stuff again and again. I'm not even sure if you can call this self-pity or pessimistic minded. But I don't really care so much about it now. Whatever it is, I just have to accept it. Like it or not, and battle it all out. With everything I have.

Even my walk with God have been badly affected by my indecisive character. Guess I've fallen pretty far from God's Light(Kami no Hikari). I'm trying to make a comeback, but it looks like it will take some time. I really wish things weren't as hard as it is, but nothings easy. Just learned that anyway...haha.

So to say, I hope I can pull through this and survive. May God bless everyone out there and my futile effort. Amen

Around the world...

The longer I sit here, the more I'm losing my senses. I'm just not really being myself these few days...for some apparent reason which I don't really know what those reasons are.

My sickness is getting better. Thank God. I thought I was going to get sick for another 2 weeks or so. But seems like eating Japanese cuisines has helped me to get better. Don't ask how but that's how it is. Even I'm shocked myself. Plus, my friends and I were crying at the shop. It was hilarious to see my friend made a huge mistake. That time, when me and 'Player'(Gabriel) weren't looking, Lai took a sushi, stuff nearly a quarter of wasabi onto his sushi and dump it into his mouth. The next minute, his face was opening a waterfall centre. If only I had the picture with me.

Saturday. My friends and I went to take a breather out at the cinema. Was watching Resident Evil: Extinction. Was kinda nice. But poor thing I didn't watch the first and second part, since those part tells bout the beginning of the story. The story, I'd give it a 3/5 rating sorry to say. The story was kinda of predictable actually. Most of the scenes were covered up. You know, the gore and all the blood which makes the story live up to its name. So, that's about that.

ObsCure 2. Just started to begin playing it. Man, I'm so outdated. The games something like semi horror and comedy. There's killing which you can't avoid, parts where you have to use your coconut to go through. There's part which you really have to make correct decisions and no turning back. The graphics are super cool and nice. The soundtrack was cool. Basically, the game should be given a 4/5 rating.

Sunday. A day which ruins all days like no other. Since it always breaks my heart so much I cant really control this stupid body of mine. Not to say my soul. Just this morning, at 7.24:26 am, I blew up. Man, my fuses are getting shorter by the seconds. I really sometimes hate myself so much. It's really tough not having a brother or a friend who's there to give me a punch and a kill. I'm an arrogant brat after all. So I gotta have a partner who's a real pisser.

To find this partner, it looks like I'll have to get loosey and go world tour for a bit.

Telephone + Matches = TeleMatch

The statement above is really lame. I wonder how I could even come up with a statement like this. Haha... Anyway, things are not very good on this side of the world.

My finals are finally over and I can at least rest my head for a while. That was what I thought. But amazingly, I came down with a fever right after my exams. So, I wont even be able to participate in the Kids Telematch this Saturday. Too bad.

My LAN cable has just been bitten by a mouse. I just can't believe it. My LAN got bitten off and now I'm totally internet-less. My downloading process has been halted and I cant even finish my downloading. Sob...

Other than that, there's nothing much to say about. I don't really wanna remember all that happened these last few weeks, since it's really boring and tiring. Whatever, who cares now. I won't even mind if I got free games and unlimited access to my accounts.

T-E-L-E-M-A-T-C-H...

Ni Ganki...

Life's really more any more *weird* the more I live on in this place of mine. What more to say...more and more actions are coming up.

The 2nd semester exams are coming up...let's say, in 3 days time? Haha...but yet I'm still here, slacking my time off...I just don't have the sense of urgency. Too bad...my bad habits. Seems like I'm already too relaxed since *that* happen...

Anyway, I've just received new shows and manga, so if anyone of those specimens that are reading this page now and are interested to know what I have, you can always check out the corner of my blog for the titles and email me if you want to know what I have installed.

Other that those stuffs...I don't think there's anymore action in these few weeks. Overall, it sure is one B_O_R_I_N_G_L_I_F_E

Can anything get more lively...

G-pOng Midnight Disco Cafe...

Finally, I've landed back into the small house of mine!!! Took me years just to step into this place again...what a bother. Anyway, let's move on to the real stuff.

I just came back from my prefects camp and man, it really rocks!!! The push-ups, disco lights, sub woofers and dances were just SO cool! If I had the chance, I'd wanna go again.

I left with my friend for school since school was the rendezvous point for the participants. We boarded the bus as affixed and off we went!!! Insanity in the membrane. I was sleeping the whole way, so I didn't really know anything. But my friends told me that they couldn't understand how I could sleep with me doing head-banging in the bus. The road was so bumpy that there was nearly point-blank-zero for anyone to even drop to sleep.

Anyway, we arrived at the camp only expecting the total opposite of what we had thought. The place was nearly like a military base and we were commanded like soldiers. But it was fun. We immediately were located into our designated tents. I was sharing spaces with Sweet(Tang Chin Teck), Orang Asli(Annuar), Yazid, Zul' and Gabriel.

After that, we had some LDK programmes and a lil' food. The session proceeded on till night and we slept. But the-tent-next-door had the session of ~Jangan Tidor Lagik~ on. So, it was quite hard to sleep...

The next morning was really, really tough. Jungle trekking and Obstacle Race was held back-to-back. During the obstacle race, we were tortured so much we could feel and see everyone's true nature. Even I went berserk. But at least Niaw-Niaw and Hime-sama managed to calm me down. Eventually, we failed to accomplish the task and were punish. Push-ups are nothing...if there was on outside interference. The facilitators continued to torture us. We had to do the push-ups with a free trunk on our hands and that trunk can never leave our hands. But the facilitators took the trunk several time and ran off with it and we had to hunt him down. Thank goodness we were fast enough to pin him down and get back what was ours.

That night, we were told to present our presentation for the night. Our topic was 'LOST'. It was about a terrorist activity that took several tourist as hostages and abandoned them in the middle of somewhere in a certain place. The best team wasn't us but it was Princess Fion and her Lemon tree.

The last day was a real rush. Everyone panic because of the chaos. We rushed to pack up and left the camp at round 12.45pm. We reached school somewhere bout 2.30pm like that and I followed my friend back.

The moment I reached back, I slept all the way till morning without waking up and missing tuition.

The Midnight Disco Cafe was the best thing of all...furthermore, I was one of the host!!!

Cock Hunters...

It's been quite a while since I last logged in. Can't seem to login that last few days because of very poor internet connection. These TM Net people can really piss me off sometimes.

Anyway, back to the real stuff. I just came back from my church camp. Man, it really rocks. I played too much and slept too little. The youths were doing the registration for the participants of the camp. I was doing my shift with Sean until 1pm something. Then we stopped...so some reason. Haha. I had no idea why anyway.

I was sharing rooms with the famous cock-hunters of Kuching, Vyner and Bernard, Kevin, James, and Godric. Particularly, the place wasn't really enough, since it was a queen deluxe(2 queen beds) set. Somehow, we managed to cramp everyone in there though. The other guys and girls were somewhere else.

The dinner was...kinda okay. I just ate up to my fill, so I didn't really care much bout the taste. Then there was a seminar. And some late night pool-ing with my friends. I lost every match anyway (except for the one against Sean).

The next day wasn't really tiring. The seminar started in the morning and games started in the early afternoon. After the games was the baptism but I walked my way from the beach to the pool. I wanted to splash as much as I can before I came back to school. Due to my eagerness, I got a lil' too dark.

The night was a lil' same. Another seminar and a moment back to the room with the other 'radios'. The day ended with much satisfaction and fatigue.

Sunday was the last day, and of course, the every-year-we-see-the-same-old-stuff-and-particular-old-items-and-occasions. Sunday service at Santubong. It's not really...how do you say...unique or anything, in my point of view. But let's just leave matters aside. I went back with my parents and headed to my bed and slept.

A night with the almighty cock-hunters can really take your life if you're not careful...

Two-Hand...

Finally, the holidays have arrived and I can kill my time the way I want to!!! Lots of work, voluntary work, watching anime, reading manga, playing games, sleeping...all these are really tiring me out.

Anyway, I've been taking advantage of the double experience in Tales of Pirates Online. Since that's the best time to level up, might as well spent as much time as possible. Poor thing the Double Experience has just ended an hour ago. I cant continue killing pigs anymore...

And also, add maths projects are killing me. In addition to the other assignments and homework which seems to pile up endlessly. Sheesh....

Revy the Two-Hand, twin Cutlass wielder...

Manga...manga...and more manga...

Suffering from sickness for a week sure is painstaking. It really sucks to be sick for so long. I'm not even performing up to my normal level.

Not just that, it seems like a little misunderstanding has popped up again. *sigh* Why does it always happen...It just can't be help. I guessed I joked too much, so it served me.

Just finish reading Pretty Face, Lilim Kiss and Tende Freeze. Kinda dumb, all those manga...but it has a nice storyline. I've also just finish watching DN Angel and I'm still looking for other stray shows to be downloaded and added into my shelves. I think I don't have enough of these stuff...

I would wish for a pool of animes and mangas during the coming Hari Raya season!!!

Codename 47...

The exams are nearly over, and this means I have to start worrying about the results. Though I wont be surprise if my marks were down the drain, since I had no motivation to study.

Something is missing in my life. I can feel it, yet not know what it is. This is just so frustrating. I became a prefect, that's a shock and a relieve to me. I've reconciled with my friend. But what is it that makes my heart throb?


Anyway, leaving matters as it is. I've just lost my ability to draw. And the motivation to study. There must be something wrong here. Someone out there, come save me...? But I tried not thinking too much about it, so I'm playing 'Hitman's Trilogy' which includes 'Hitman: Codename 47', 'Hitman 2: Silent Assasin', 'Hitman: Contracts' and 'Hitman: Blood Money'. That game has just got to be the best game I've ever set my eyes on.


Ruthless man, indeeed, am I known as that. But passionate, not I am.


- DEAD ZONE! CLOSED FOR RENOVATIONS -

At Word's End...

This week isn't the week I wish had come...everything just came in too fast for me to accept. Now I'm at my wit's end to think straight already. I'm losing friends, time, work and faith. All at the same time. Can there be anything more that all these to happen?

The so-called hero here is on the verge of being push to the limit and played like no one's business. As the saying goes, a rise before a fall... I'm losing my close friend just over one silly misunderstanding and the misunderstanding is not even my fault. But no one believes me, even how much I explain. I guess this is the path I fall...before I rise again (that is, if I will ever again).

Here, I hear rumors that I will be kicked out of the prefecture board because I could not mix well with the lower 6 prefects. In the first place, how in the world am I suppose to talk to them when I am not given the chance and obligation to start off? I just don't get how the board selects the people. Anyway, if this is how it goes, so be it. That thing will not bring me to my fall to further my education.

Now I question everything ion existence. Am I the only pathetic being losing my faith over this things? Maybe this all is part of my punishment I deserve for all the deeds I've done. Maybe not. Maybe I'm just not allowed to live on with companions. Maybe not. Maybe I was just born with these luck. Maybe not. Maybe I believed in a wrong reason. Maybe not.

Maybe the king fell...maybe not...perhaps the king might rise again...

Life De-Tour...

...and one week has passed without me knowing about it or even bothering to wait for me to catch up with it, because so many things has happened in a blink of an eye. Talking about viper strikes.

Anyway, let's jump back to reality and leave fantasy behind just for about 5 minutes. The weeks I have lived is pretty harsh...or boring. But one thing's for sure. I finally got to play futsal without embarrassing myself too much. Even my classmates took notice of the 'noob' futsal player who couldn't even kick a ball correctly.

Also, there will be a 4S1 Cyber Style FIFA 07 which is sponsored by Gabriel Libau(the management board) and officials(which is me). The match tables will only be present for 4S1 class, so, sorry to say to the others out there(though I don't think many people will care about this...hehe).

Exams are coming up. Around two weeks like that. So, I gotta strive harder to improve my results or I'm dropping this semester. And one more thing, the church camp is going to be held soon! And I'm the games committee member...hehe. Watch out, you old folks. I'm going all out and breaking those soft and fragile bones of yours with games of strategy and time.

Life De-Tour is sure going to be interesting...

Crystal Maidens and Slayers

And when I thought everything had gone well, things crash again...(sigh). That's what I hate about LEGO(L-ife's E-asy G-oing O-wez) toys, they tend to always crumble. Sob...

Anyway, I finally got DotA!!! At last, I can play all I want at home. But I'm not always free...and my robotics competition's coming soon. So is my Pitman Examination.

I just got embarrassed in front of my teacher by my mom, and now I'm not even on good terms with her. Seems like I'm on the verge of depression. Can't be helped anyway. For me, live and smile for tomorrow even though it hurts to. If only it was that simple. I thought I had covered my tracks well, but was soon caught off guard. Looks like I still got a long way to go before perfection(that is if I can reach perfect).

I'm dead stressed out, having a trauma, losing my senses day by day and many more. Everything is just too much for me now, and I seem to be losing to my other self again. So, before my other self rises up to power and overwhelm me, I too, must prepare for the worst to come and fight to the finish to suppress him. Prayers and the only thing I need now most. It's not my wife, nor my comrades but God and Him alone.

Rylai Crestfall and Lina Inverse just rocks the game of DotA man!!!

Snore...

Darn man!!! I'm so darn sleepy. Hardly had enough sleep these few days. If only I had another week of school holidays.

This is just so...wow. My results are out and...they were better than I thought. 2 fails. I was thinking that I might get at least 4-5fails. Things are going well. I just made the girl I respect most angry(I wanna cry...), My internet's finally paid and back online and I've just received new games and ANIMES!!! Life rocks man.

But anyway, just a lil' up-to-date info, yesterday's just past and it was parents' day(don't even think about asking me why 'parents day' is in small letters). We had a good laugh about the presentation we, the youths presented and the adults loved it. It was a major success.

Even though I'm becoming like a sloth each passing day, I hope I can force myself to cope up with my studies. All the best to the PMR sitters this year and SPM takers. Wish you all the best and sweet luck.

So now that's that...I would...just...want...to...ZZZ

Jack of All Trade, Master of non...

Finally, I managed to log in into my account. Took me about two months just to get back my second computer, and now I'm on downloading frenzy. Animeholical world...

So what has been going on for the two months? Nothing much in particular. Exams just flew by(and my results are sure to fail). The debate just finish(we lost...haha). Pitman exams are coming up. Alpha Over-stay just passed by(very meaningful event). Robotic competition is up soon(and why in the world I have to cramp 10+ monkeys in my 'cage'?). Finish playing Fable: The Lost Chapter. Currently sticking my face to the screen to watch Zero no Tsukaima, Black Cat, Ghost In The Shell: Stand Alone Complex, Inukami, Utawarerumono, Kamisama Kazoku and a few more which I cant remember the titles(goldfish's memory). Finish updating my Radeon Graphic Card. Got some new codecs installed. Running short on toothpaste and butter. Short on credit to sms.

That was a lil' cut-shorts about the events that went on since my last post till now, which is around 4.44am. Woke up too early and now, I cant sleep. Nocturnal animal, it seems. I'd want to state out more, but my fingers hurt after playing the guitar. Moreover, I need my over-left energy to pack up for the youth camp(which is today) and to sleep in the bus.

I guess this is where I stop for today. Nocturnal animals tend to sleep in the light-day.

Rolled Flat...

So long...so long since I last posted something up. I still can't believe it, how long it's been since I last logged in. Animal hibernation, you can call it.

Anyway, back to the floor. I just came back from the Swinburne World School Championship Debate Tournament. At least my other team got into the semi-finals. It was fun, but scary. Since it was my 1st time there, I thought we would lose. Surprisingly, we won 2 rounds out of 5.

It was actually all God's blessing. We actually just got the 13 topics on the day the debate was on, so, it was quite possible to say that we were preparing our points impromptu. Although with all those things in mind, it was really a cool experience. I managed to make a number of new friends on every round. More people, more fun.

But the bad think was, I fell sick right after the debating ended. I'm now currently suffering from flu, cough, slight fever, over fatigue and many more weird sickness. Hopefully, I wish to get better so I can enjoy life more than ever.

Life was really rolled flat on my back...

Watch Tower...

Man, it sure has been a while since i last blogged. All because of my computer and my modem. If everything didn't go off like a wildfire, I'd be blogging everyday.

This few weeks is just all about work, study and sleep. There's nothing else other than all these 3 things in life. What else could be more 'fun' that all that? Sooner or later, I'll be a buffalo-pig.

No, internet means no anime. No anime means no entertainment. No entertainment means no life. Surprisingly, I survived all that, though I wanted to download new anime and watch it as fast as possible.

Anyway, to cut things short, I'm relieved to have my internet back. Which means I can continue my heavy 'torrenting' again.

Where's the ToRChLigHT...?

What can you find in this dark, abandoned place? Nothing. But surprisingly, people still strive to look and savage around. That's life for me.

Why in the world are people looking into my life? *sigh* I just don't understand humans. Anyway, cut that topic, 'coz it's real borin' for you all. I still can't really believe it that I haven't been blogging for nearly a month. Time sure flies when you're filled with homework.

The weeks just pass on without any fun. No surprises, no gifts, no commercials. More like a lifeless zoo, where all the animals rather sulk at a corner that entertain and make kids laugh.

Things ain't going the way I planned. Seems like I'm failing to help out in God's mission. My efforts are seeming to go down the drain. This is just no fun. I'm even loosing grip on a very important friend. Somehow, what I'm saying now just won't reach his heart. Where in the cycle of life have I gone wrong?! That question, only I and God can answer that question.

School works seem to be piling up day by day. Friends just seem to be farther and farther form me, drifting away. Time, the most precious thing in my life seems to be running out more and more. But I just pray that I can pull through this, with God's help and those close to me(if only I knew who they were).

Lots of people don't really know about my past, and neither my parents. Till now, I can't seem to find a really trustworthy friend. You know, when you've been betrayed so many times, you just seem to have paranoids in your head.

Today, I just don't really feel like myself. If I were normal, I wouldn't be saying all this, but I guess no one actually comes here...hehe. That's a good thing for me. Sometimes, I feel like I need a shoulder to lay my head on, but no one offers that service to me. In the end, it ends up with my head resting on the hard, cold floor.

Still wandering in the dark_ness, waiting for someone who would pass me a torchlight...

Floating Lights...

It's Chinese New Year, all's well ends well! So, it's been nearly 2 weeks since I last blogged(or more). Anyway, I'm wishing all my friends, teachers and relatives a very Happy and prosperous New Year!

At 12am on Chinese New Year, you can see lights flowing around in the sky. These lights are called 'torchlights'.

Endless nights...

Days pass, seasons go...we live on, with lots of homework. This few weeks have been just homework, homework and homework! So much homework, I lack of sleep these two days.


As always, nothing much happens after the holidays. Back to the same old stuff...like the migration of birds according to the seasons. The only thing that's new is about the Deeper Conference '07 which is on the 14th to 16th of March. Locations at EBC in the morning and at GNF in the night. Fees are 45bucks for early birds(register before 11 February) and 60bucks(after 11 February). For the innocent who have read this and have seemed interested, they can call me at 016-8878126 or 082-459177. They can also reach me by emailing to me at ai_shiteru26@hotmail.com.

Life goes on with endless nights...of homework

Decades...

Yo. It's been a while since I post something up. Why? Simple...'coz I got a lot of homework to do. Teachers are pushing us with assignments. Schools going wild. The world's collapsing.


Back to the topic. Few days have been loaded with works. Moreover, nothing much happen. Just that Eric is our new youth leader. So, I think thats all for today.

This has got to be my shortest post ever...poor dog...

!st day...

School...it sucks! Warning: To those reading this, in future when you have your spouses and kids, please...please DO NOT send them to SMK St Thomas. That is the worst school I've ever studied in, with the best teachers but the WORST and most insane principal you ever know up-to-date.

I just can't believe it! My first day and I got caught! What did I do wrong? Long hair. To tell you the truth, I just went to the salon yesterday to get my hair done, and I followed the school rules. And today morning, I just got caught for having a long side burn, which in fact is barely visible to naked eyeballs!

Anyway, putting aside my anger and vengeance, school itself wasn't really boring. I met a few new students from other divisions. One guy was from Sri Aman and the other was from somewhere else I didn't really know. The teacher was nice...for today. The canteen had a new operator(must have changed because the old one couldn't stand the new principal).We had a few new faces in the PC class(thought I saw some of the same-old faces nearly every year). For the first time after 6 years in PC class, a girl will be studying with us. Well, doesn't matter much to me.

!st day of school...was worst than being at home...