So long, that it didn't even hurt and catch me. Another conflict with my inner mind. Yet another pathetic sucker rises up again to be a pure sucker. I keep on wondering to myself, have I actually take a step forward in this world of ours? People say that it takes a step to start a journey of a thousand miles, but it seems like my feet is on the same spot, circling in circles...non stop. Without direction. Without a goal. Without a dream.
As long as I can remember, I've been saying the same old stuff again and again. I'm not even sure if you can call this self-pity or pessimistic minded. But I don't really care so much about it now. Whatever it is, I just have to accept it. Like it or not, and battle it all out. With everything I have.
Even my walk with God have been badly affected by my indecisive character. Guess I've fallen pretty far from God's Light(Kami no Hikari). I'm trying to make a comeback, but it looks like it will take some time. I really wish things weren't as hard as it is, but nothings easy. Just learned that anyway...haha.
So to say, I hope I can pull through this and survive. May God bless everyone out there and my futile effort. Amen
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