U-Nite

Man, it's getting nearer and nearer towards the competition, and yet I still have no idea of persuading my parents to let me join. I just hope everything turns out well, because I'm the weakest among them all.

I guess it's hard for me, especially when I'm a shy person who isn't so brave to face social issues...weird. Wakaka...

Studying for exams, I'll have to balance it all with my practices so that I won't be left behind and fail my subjects anymore. SPM is coming soon after all.

Other than all that, there's nothing else to say. This blog is becoming more and more boring as time goes by. Haiz...

Week

Another week, another day, another hour, another second. It just flew by as I continued to type. But it doesn't really matter to me much. It's another week that's filled boredom. And seriously, this week is nothing other than sleep and eat.

But I went to listen to my law course with my friend. It was really tiring. Not because of the physical pressure but mental pressure. Me and her had to think of some way to keep our eyes open and not look as if we're gonna sleep anytime soon. That's what I call hard work. *sigh* But overall, at last it's over. I'll be doing my law test this Saturday with her again...since she's too scared to go alone.

If only something fun and exciting would pop up.

Verbals and Accusations...

For whatever happened today, I'd not want to think about it so much, as it is not beneficial to me. Rather, I would only care about those who really need my help and at least appreciate it, even if it's a little.

Or so to say, why should I take the blame for everything that goes wrong in someones life? In the end, I'm only making myself look stupid and miserable. There are times when even a man must take his stand and fight.

Can I make everyone happy? A simple question that everyone knows the answer. But isn't it ironic when you actually know the answer but yet still continue to do the same thing hoping for a better answer? Somehow, I seem to care a lot about it.

And to top it off, I don't care the least of whether people believe me or not. Suspicion and doubt exist i each and everyone of us. Lost of trust...I don't give a shit about that. If you can't place your trust in someone, then what's the point of actually saying I trust you and after all the bad times, you lose your trust.And that's what I think. I don't mind if you all disagree with me. After all, this is my opinion and my policy.

When some people face a challenge in life. For example, they cant get something in their want list, they turn their backs and point their fingers to people who stand the most chance of been on guilt.

So even if I apologise, any idiot would be able to predict the answer from the person that's blaming they. It's just waste of saliva falling on stone hearts and deaf ears.

You can call me scum of the earth, detestable, shit, trash, etc. I don't give a damn about all that. Shit me up all you want, because I wont fight back. It's a hassle.

Fishes of the Lake

Oh, by the way. I forgot to mention about my fishing trip and how I was stupidified by the fishes. I can't believe it still...

And about my Gawai celebration...I went to 2 of my friend's houses and a swim at Waterpark with a few of my girl friends and guy friends in the evening.

Practically, other than that, I didn't really do anything much other than just lazing around the house and reading mangas plus watching animes.