Left Out...

Wow...time does fly really, really fast. It's nearly a month since I last posted up something...

Anyway, now to update this boring site of mine. Life's having it's ups and downs. I'm as usual...just with a lil' difference. School's been really tough. Studies are coming in. The pressure is getting heavier...yeah...I can feel it, I think.

Practically, I've been digging my own grave these few days....for no reason. Sleeping late, not finishing homeworks, putting priorities at the wrong places....you name it, I did it.

Also, I'm not really on my best acts now. Basically, my emotions are wavering my ability to think professionally and effectively. I'm not sure if it's my fault, but my friends are leaving my one by one. I mean...I'm good with the Bumiputras and the Malays...and my girlfriend is an Iban...but it's my Chinese friends that are leaving me. Just to put it simple...perhaps they think I've abandoned the Chinese Brotherhood which I did not but can't explain to them. I've been a bad friend...failing them in everything I do. So the blame's on me.

Other than that, life's pretty good here. I'm grateful to God that my girlfriend is one person that I did choose well...I think. My parents are out-of-the-ordinary. I'm good with kids now. I smile more. I laugh more. I can do things people are afraid of doing out of pride. All these I can do, because He did it. Thanks to that person, Jesus.

Black, black, black, black, black, black, white, black, black, black,...left out