So long, that it didn't even hurt and catch me. Another conflict with my inner mind. Yet another pathetic sucker rises up again to be a pure sucker. I keep on wondering to myself, have I actually take a step forward in this world of ours? People say that it takes a step to start a journey of a thousand miles, but it seems like my feet is on the same spot, circling in circles...non stop. Without direction. Without a goal. Without a dream.
As long as I can remember, I've been saying the same old stuff again and again. I'm not even sure if you can call this self-pity or pessimistic minded. But I don't really care so much about it now. Whatever it is, I just have to accept it. Like it or not, and battle it all out. With everything I have.
Even my walk with God have been badly affected by my indecisive character. Guess I've fallen pretty far from God's Light(Kami no Hikari). I'm trying to make a comeback, but it looks like it will take some time. I really wish things weren't as hard as it is, but nothings easy. Just learned that anyway...haha.
So to say, I hope I can pull through this and survive. May God bless everyone out there and my futile effort. Amen
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
Saturday, October 20, 2007
Around the world...
The longer I sit here, the more I'm losing my senses. I'm just not really being myself these few days...for some apparent reason which I don't really know what those reasons are.
My sickness is getting better. Thank God. I thought I was going to get sick for another 2 weeks or so. But seems like eating Japanese cuisines has helped me to get better. Don't ask how but that's how it is. Even I'm shocked myself. Plus, my friends and I were crying at the shop. It was hilarious to see my friend made a huge mistake. That time, when me and 'Player'(Gabriel) weren't looking, Lai took a sushi, stuff nearly a quarter of wasabi onto his sushi and dump it into his mouth. The next minute, his face was opening a waterfall centre. If only I had the picture with me.
Saturday. My friends and I went to take a breather out at the cinema. Was watching Resident Evil: Extinction. Was kinda nice. But poor thing I didn't watch the first and second part, since those part tells bout the beginning of the story. The story, I'd give it a 3/5 rating sorry to say. The story was kinda of predictable actually. Most of the scenes were covered up. You know, the gore and all the blood which makes the story live up to its name. So, that's about that.
ObsCure 2. Just started to begin playing it. Man, I'm so outdated. The games something like semi horror and comedy. There's killing which you can't avoid, parts where you have to use your coconut to go through. There's part which you really have to make correct decisions and no turning back. The graphics are super cool and nice. The soundtrack was cool. Basically, the game should be given a 4/5 rating.
Sunday. A day which ruins all days like no other. Since it always breaks my heart so much I cant really control this stupid body of mine. Not to say my soul. Just this morning, at 7.24:26 am, I blew up. Man, my fuses are getting shorter by the seconds. I really sometimes hate myself so much. It's really tough not having a brother or a friend who's there to give me a punch and a kill. I'm an arrogant brat after all. So I gotta have a partner who's a real pisser.
To find this partner, it looks like I'll have to get loosey and go world tour for a bit.
My sickness is getting better. Thank God. I thought I was going to get sick for another 2 weeks or so. But seems like eating Japanese cuisines has helped me to get better. Don't ask how but that's how it is. Even I'm shocked myself. Plus, my friends and I were crying at the shop. It was hilarious to see my friend made a huge mistake. That time, when me and 'Player'(Gabriel) weren't looking, Lai took a sushi, stuff nearly a quarter of wasabi onto his sushi and dump it into his mouth. The next minute, his face was opening a waterfall centre. If only I had the picture with me.
Saturday. My friends and I went to take a breather out at the cinema. Was watching Resident Evil: Extinction. Was kinda nice. But poor thing I didn't watch the first and second part, since those part tells bout the beginning of the story. The story, I'd give it a 3/5 rating sorry to say. The story was kinda of predictable actually. Most of the scenes were covered up. You know, the gore and all the blood which makes the story live up to its name. So, that's about that.
ObsCure 2. Just started to begin playing it. Man, I'm so outdated. The games something like semi horror and comedy. There's killing which you can't avoid, parts where you have to use your coconut to go through. There's part which you really have to make correct decisions and no turning back. The graphics are super cool and nice. The soundtrack was cool. Basically, the game should be given a 4/5 rating.
Sunday. A day which ruins all days like no other. Since it always breaks my heart so much I cant really control this stupid body of mine. Not to say my soul. Just this morning, at 7.24:26 am, I blew up. Man, my fuses are getting shorter by the seconds. I really sometimes hate myself so much. It's really tough not having a brother or a friend who's there to give me a punch and a kill. I'm an arrogant brat after all. So I gotta have a partner who's a real pisser.
To find this partner, it looks like I'll have to get loosey and go world tour for a bit.
Friday, October 12, 2007
Telephone + Matches = TeleMatch
The statement above is really lame. I wonder how I could even come up with a statement like this. Haha... Anyway, things are not very good on this side of the world.
My finals are finally over and I can at least rest my head for a while. That was what I thought. But amazingly, I came down with a fever right after my exams. So, I wont even be able to participate in the Kids Telematch this Saturday. Too bad.
My LAN cable has just been bitten by a mouse. I just can't believe it. My LAN got bitten off and now I'm totally internet-less. My downloading process has been halted and I cant even finish my downloading. Sob...
Other than that, there's nothing much to say about. I don't really wanna remember all that happened these last few weeks, since it's really boring and tiring. Whatever, who cares now. I won't even mind if I got free games and unlimited access to my accounts.
T-E-L-E-M-A-T-C-H...
My finals are finally over and I can at least rest my head for a while. That was what I thought. But amazingly, I came down with a fever right after my exams. So, I wont even be able to participate in the Kids Telematch this Saturday. Too bad.
My LAN cable has just been bitten by a mouse. I just can't believe it. My LAN got bitten off and now I'm totally internet-less. My downloading process has been halted and I cant even finish my downloading. Sob...
Other than that, there's nothing much to say about. I don't really wanna remember all that happened these last few weeks, since it's really boring and tiring. Whatever, who cares now. I won't even mind if I got free games and unlimited access to my accounts.
T-E-L-E-M-A-T-C-H...
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