Codename 47...

The exams are nearly over, and this means I have to start worrying about the results. Though I wont be surprise if my marks were down the drain, since I had no motivation to study.

Something is missing in my life. I can feel it, yet not know what it is. This is just so frustrating. I became a prefect, that's a shock and a relieve to me. I've reconciled with my friend. But what is it that makes my heart throb?


Anyway, leaving matters as it is. I've just lost my ability to draw. And the motivation to study. There must be something wrong here. Someone out there, come save me...? But I tried not thinking too much about it, so I'm playing 'Hitman's Trilogy' which includes 'Hitman: Codename 47', 'Hitman 2: Silent Assasin', 'Hitman: Contracts' and 'Hitman: Blood Money'. That game has just got to be the best game I've ever set my eyes on.


Ruthless man, indeeed, am I known as that. But passionate, not I am.


- DEAD ZONE! CLOSED FOR RENOVATIONS -

At Word's End...

This week isn't the week I wish had come...everything just came in too fast for me to accept. Now I'm at my wit's end to think straight already. I'm losing friends, time, work and faith. All at the same time. Can there be anything more that all these to happen?

The so-called hero here is on the verge of being push to the limit and played like no one's business. As the saying goes, a rise before a fall... I'm losing my close friend just over one silly misunderstanding and the misunderstanding is not even my fault. But no one believes me, even how much I explain. I guess this is the path I fall...before I rise again (that is, if I will ever again).

Here, I hear rumors that I will be kicked out of the prefecture board because I could not mix well with the lower 6 prefects. In the first place, how in the world am I suppose to talk to them when I am not given the chance and obligation to start off? I just don't get how the board selects the people. Anyway, if this is how it goes, so be it. That thing will not bring me to my fall to further my education.

Now I question everything ion existence. Am I the only pathetic being losing my faith over this things? Maybe this all is part of my punishment I deserve for all the deeds I've done. Maybe not. Maybe I'm just not allowed to live on with companions. Maybe not. Maybe I was just born with these luck. Maybe not. Maybe I believed in a wrong reason. Maybe not.

Maybe the king fell...maybe not...perhaps the king might rise again...

Life De-Tour...

...and one week has passed without me knowing about it or even bothering to wait for me to catch up with it, because so many things has happened in a blink of an eye. Talking about viper strikes.

Anyway, let's jump back to reality and leave fantasy behind just for about 5 minutes. The weeks I have lived is pretty harsh...or boring. But one thing's for sure. I finally got to play futsal without embarrassing myself too much. Even my classmates took notice of the 'noob' futsal player who couldn't even kick a ball correctly.

Also, there will be a 4S1 Cyber Style FIFA 07 which is sponsored by Gabriel Libau(the management board) and officials(which is me). The match tables will only be present for 4S1 class, so, sorry to say to the others out there(though I don't think many people will care about this...hehe).

Exams are coming up. Around two weeks like that. So, I gotta strive harder to improve my results or I'm dropping this semester. And one more thing, the church camp is going to be held soon! And I'm the games committee member...hehe. Watch out, you old folks. I'm going all out and breaking those soft and fragile bones of yours with games of strategy and time.

Life De-Tour is sure going to be interesting...