It's coming~~! Finally, Gawai is coming. I'm so looking forward to this year's Gawai event. Pork is the BEST~~! You cannot live without pork. Yeah~~
Wakaka...and that's what's coming soon. Back to the norms. Exams have just finish...finally. Stressful days and lack of sleeps and mangas are now over. But that's only for the meantime. My work is getting okay...but it's really tiring and boring...well, that can't be helped. It's a wonder how people can live on and work their lives out with boring jobs...
And for your references, animes and mangas are on hold. So those who are still questioning me about it...so very kindly please~lah, I beli laji 1 2 lipit maisalf agan. Soli ya...
It's coming~~it's coming~~ ya ya~!
Friday, May 30, 2008
Friday, May 2, 2008
An Emotional Emo
It's another day like any other days...just with a lil' surprise. Yet again, it can be considered as nothing.
Like always, I'll just move on to the point. Yesterday, I just fought with my shuffle leader. Rather to call it a fight, I would put it in a way to say that I guess it's my fault. I couldn't keep my cool any longer. Guess my tolerance level still needs to be patched up and fixed.
It's like, try to think about it. You do all you can for the group and when something really happens and it's true although it looks fake, people don't believe you. That time I was sick, and I really needed a lot of rest since the coming exams were very near. I told my leader. And the sentence he said really made my hat fly. Is it really that fun to see people being fooled? Is it that nice to act all fake and look at the idiotic faces of those who got fooled? And what did he say? "Ok, Go fake on John."
Even thinking about it now makes me a little agitated and angry. And due to that, I quit shuffling. You can say it was also for the welfare of the group. I'm not good...and no matter how long I train, I'm still so far from them, those that I admire and consider them my 'sensei'. I would only drag them down and make them slower. Haha...
Sometimes I can get really emo...or maybe I was emo all along...
Like always, I'll just move on to the point. Yesterday, I just fought with my shuffle leader. Rather to call it a fight, I would put it in a way to say that I guess it's my fault. I couldn't keep my cool any longer. Guess my tolerance level still needs to be patched up and fixed.
It's like, try to think about it. You do all you can for the group and when something really happens and it's true although it looks fake, people don't believe you. That time I was sick, and I really needed a lot of rest since the coming exams were very near. I told my leader. And the sentence he said really made my hat fly. Is it really that fun to see people being fooled? Is it that nice to act all fake and look at the idiotic faces of those who got fooled? And what did he say? "Ok, Go fake on John."
Even thinking about it now makes me a little agitated and angry. And due to that, I quit shuffling. You can say it was also for the welfare of the group. I'm not good...and no matter how long I train, I'm still so far from them, those that I admire and consider them my 'sensei'. I would only drag them down and make them slower. Haha...
Sometimes I can get really emo...or maybe I was emo all along...
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